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O LEVEL RESULTS THIS FRIDAY. 10 FEB. 2.30PM.

i realised i have so many pics i haven't put online yet, like e ones i took with my two besties on CNY. okay lah, cos there's really A LOT. tmr lah.

i met cheryl that nite on e train on the way back from my lil fun day at the swiss stamford hotel and so we started taking pics with my camera.
btw, she had e exact same camera i had on her but i insisted that we use mine instead(cos it'll take her ages to send it to me if we used hers)

wah liao! i'm so pai seh to go to my sis's bday bash now. her friend(of course guy) just brought her out to buy a ipod nano. WAH BIANG! now i'm looking at e pressie i got her.gosh! i hope she'll love it. i mean, it's like 10+ times cheaper than an ipod nano lah. dun gimme that load of crap abt how 'IT'S THE TOT THAT COUNTS! "

i mean, i'm her baby sister. i'm going to her party( for the free food and to see eyecandy, but tat's besides e pt) and i need to you know, get something extra special cos she's my SISTER! all i can hope is that she'll like it. i'm not even asking her to LOVE it, like can already!
me and sis during CNY.

a shot jon heng and i took b4 i left e hotel(dunno who e fella in e backgrd is!).

i find myself constantly asking myself. if love does come my way again, will i accept it back or shun it away? there is a fine line btwn making ur own fairytale and forcing a make-believe fairytale to happen. who doesn't want their fairytale to come true? oh i admit, i have tot of how i'll have my perfect relationship.

we'd have a relationship that has so much love and trust, no gossip or others would tear us apart. we'd always be there for each other and words won't need to express our feelings for each other. i want my next relationship to be THAT strong. i don't want petty quarrells or misunderstandings. we could be surrounded by a sea of pple fm e opposite pple and still have complete faith in each other that we'd remain loyal for each other.i just want our love to be simple and sweet and of course, everlasting. wierd how love can be that simple but so difficult to achieve.

for now, such an achievement will only be a dream.one day, i know it'll come true.

today Ms chai talked to us abt choices and the exchanging of vows.things happen bcos of e decisons we make and bcos of the choices we pick. how the world has changed so much that nowadays, wedding vows don't mean a thing. marriage might as well just be another gesture of a couple's love for each other. and so with that in mind i calculated.

if i want to(hopefully) get married by say 24(?), that'll be a *gasps* 7 YRS FROM NOW! and if i want to have a secure,say 3 yr relationship with my guy b4 marriage, i only have 4 yrs to find THE ONE! no shit man! 4 yrs to find the guy who's gonna spend the rest of my life(hoping i live to a ripe,old age) but yah, that's just another random thought again.

my pillow's calling me. gd luck to theresa tonight!

luv alwaez.
kel
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